My name is Madison.

You’ll look at me and think you know the type.
Soft features. Smooth voice. Stillness.
But I don’t rush. I observe. And I always notice the little things — especially the ones you try to hide.

I wake up around 8. No alarm. Just light through the curtains.
First thing — black coffee. No sugar, no milk. Always from the same white ceramic cup with a small crack on the handle.
I sit on the floor when I drink it — not the couch. I like the weight of the morning that way.

Breakfast? Usually toast with tahini and honey. Or nothing at all.
I don’t like loud kitchens. I like quiet hands and soft clinks of porcelain.
Sometimes jazz in the background — Chet Baker, always soft trumpet, never vocals.

My apartment smells like cedar and old books.
I burn incense, not candles — unless I’m filming. Then it’s bergamot or fig.
I prefer dim corners to bright rooms. You notice more in the dark.

I sketch in the afternoon. Mostly bodies — backs, thighs, hands holding nothing.
I use soft graphite and fingers to blur lines. Nothing perfect. Nothing finished.
Favorite artists? Egon Schiele, Jenny Saville, and sometimes Helmut Newton for the sharp contrast.

My books are underlined. Margins filled with notes. I reread more than I discover.
Right now: The Secret History, Play It As It Lays, and Crush by Richard Siken.
I like stories that aren’t really about what they say they’re about.

I wear lace, but only when it’s for me. Fleur du Mal, sometimes La Perla. Black, dark green, deep wine.
My lingerie isn’t part of a show — it’s part of my mood. Of my structure.

🎁 Want to please me properly?
Surprise me with a gift — not to impress, but to understand.
Or choose from my wishlist — every item there is a detail I’ve already imagined using.

💦 Some men need a little help surrendering…
Gush 2 — smooth, subtle, exact. Like my rhythm when I’m not being watched.

📖 You’ll see me soon in our comic — and you’ll know it’s me by the way the panels pause.
There’s tension in stillness. That’s how I live.
Follow the story on Patreon

🎮 In City of Sin, I won’t be running around or shouting orders.
I’ll be waiting. And when you find me, it’ll feel like coming home — in a way you weren’t ready for.

🎥 My streams aren’t frequent. But when I go live, I build a moment — not content.
I might light a candle. I might read. I might not speak for the first five minutes.
If you want to know when:
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I’m not made for quick glances and fast scrolling.
I’m the kind you remember later — quietly — when everything else has gone loud.

— Madison