My name is Ayza.

I was born and raised in a quiet town near the Baltic Sea — where the sky is often grey, and the air smells like salt and smoke. I’ve always preferred calm to chaos. My days begin with silence, not alarms. My nights end with candles, not noise.

I wear black because it doesn’t compete — it highlights. A fitted dress, sheer sleeves, a collarbone exposed just enough. I love textures: silk on my skin, soft wool on cold mornings, lace that barely covers anything.

I collect things others overlook: hand-written notes, old perfume bottles, photos that didn’t turn out perfect. My favorite scent is amber mixed with a bit of musk — warm, intimate, and a little heavy. Just like my energy.

I don’t like bright lights or fast talk. I prefer low music, direct questions, and people who don’t fill silence just to escape it. I often write in the evening — poetry, letters I never send, memories I don’t want to forget. It’s my way of staying present… without explaining myself.

When I stream, I don't put on a show. I settle in — low lighting, bare shoulders, a glass of red. I let you watch, but not control. I’m fully in my body, in my space. And if you stay long enough… you'll feel it. That soft kind of intensity that doesn't fade when the screen goes dark.

Things that move me:
– the sound of rain on the window while I stretch on the floor
– undone hair and warm socks with nothing else on
– a favorite vinyl playing low: Cigarettes After Sex, The xx, Mazzy Star
– dark chocolate with sea salt
– a message that just says “I’m here” — nothing more

🖤 I post all my live stream announcements on Twitter and Telegram. If you want to catch me when I’m real, follow me there.

🎁 I don't expect gifts — but I remember every one.
Find something that feels like me: dark, elegant, a little indulgent.
Throne Wishlist or Lovense Wishlist

💦 I sometimes use the Gush during my slow nights. I imagine your hand on the button, your breath matching mine. No rush. Just pressure. Deep and steady.

📖 I’m not part of the comic universe yet… but I’ve seen the first sketches.
I look like myself — but even darker. Soon, my story will live in ink and shadows. Follow the release on Patreon

🎮 I exist in City of Sin too — not as a character, but as a presence. I built a version of myself there: quiet, dangerous, magnetic. If you play long enough, you'll find her. But she won't make it easy.

— Ayza